Thursday, August 13, 2026

38 years 1 day old

10:20am

Almost 40 and feels like my life is still not settle down.

Walking around in a mall instead of going home after rescheduling doctor appointment to evening simply because I want to eat something nice. 

Entering 38 by having infection inside your throat sure sound awesome. Already feel pain at the jaw area but thought it was aching because i did facial for reducing double chin. Went to concert with intense migrain but still thought probably due tonthe hot weather. End up going to the doctor and taking oral antibiotic for 5 days but still having migrain. Went to dentist to check maybe the issue is with teeth. Nope. Finally after 1 week, went to the hospital. Admitted for 3 days to administer antibiotic and after the 1st dose, the migraine is gone.
Anyway, not sure i'm a loner or simply hate people, being alone sure is nice. The only downside is the branula. Just spending time doing nothing and bed rotting is the best. Though the biggest problem is I keep buying food. Gain 2kg from the hospital stay. All that lost weight come back.

So now, here I am, waiting for my bibimbap being the only customer. Diet and exercise start tomorrow.

12:40pm
Had lunch. Dolsot chicken bibimbap. Havent eaten restaurant bibimbap for a while and the only thing i would complain is its not spicy enough. But apart from that, damn my homemade bibimbap is so sad compare to this.

Thought of buying taiwanese or any shaved ice dessert but cannot find the shop. End up buying coffee and redeemed a birthday cake. My fatty self decided I want popcorn but sadly noone at the counter. So at least manage to stop myself from binging on popcorn. 

Not sure whether from the medicine or falling sick. I didnt get a good night sleep after discharge. Keep waking up but at least i'm not tired at the office. And keep wanting to eat. Though I think that is just MY problem 😅

Now, I just need to stop binging at follow proper diet



What I ate today:
Breakfast:
Leftover tortilla with tomato sauce
Air fried Mini mozzarella

Lunch
Dolsot Chicken Bibimbap
Vanilla Dry ice americano
CBTL Carrot cake